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| "BLISS 2"sold |
Let me explain. You understand that journaling can be a personal journey into self, self growth, etc. I believe that this is very good for an artist. A look inside one's self.
It is so easy to avoid self exploration. Mostly, it can be painful. And let's face it, we all want to avoid pain, yes? But, at the same time it can be a way and means to self growth.
As an artist, I have learned that I cannot avoid looking into myself. I need to reach into the real life stuff, and not always the safe areas of my life. I suppose I want to continue to grow and be true to myself. This is why I must continue on this journey.
We all have a choice. Avoid the deep contours of one's life and remain on the surface, or dig deeper. I guess art has been a vessel in which to dig that trench into who I really am and what really matters.
This is art. This is why we paint. This is what it takes to grow as an artist. It takes, I believe, an inward journey into who we really are and what we want to say.
These past few months I have experienced this kind of self exploration while painting my large formal pieces. As it has turned out, I have discovered that this journey is a worthy investment and I am excited about where it will lead me.
Flowers are one of God’s most beautiful inventions. He knows what beauty is. I am enjoying every minute of the little discoveries that can be found with paint while learning to see the flower in a new way.
I have embraced this journey to explore the color, shape and movement of the flower. Also I am working at learning to see the subtle changes of warm and cool, harmony, edges and variety of shape while keeping my brushwork loose.
I am using a special medium that I make and I call “the sauce”. This is a thinning agent that keeps the initial block-in very transparent. I finish with plenty of impasto, while keeping some of the initial transparency.
It has turned out to be a never ending discovery process that is so interesting to me, I cannot wait to finish one and move on the the next.
I believe that these florals will continue to evolve as the year progresses, and I can't wait to get back at it on my return to California. Especially because flowers will be abundantly available this Spring.




